Epigrams
¶ she's got that kind of 1970s new york city it girl pervert warhol-wannabe muse body with the soft delicate curves and the flat tummy and delicate skinny arms and zero body hair, smooth skin, soft and warm, and a skinny waist and everything that i tried my best to eating-disorder myself into back in high school. meanwhile i'm sweaty with big hips and muscle and head-to-toe dark mediterranean stubble, pocky skin with boils and pustules from futile attempts at epilation, a gut, and a stocky build while she is lithe.
Wednesday June 19th 2024
¶ Silence after a snowfall
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flflflfffflflf
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flttrng flks fll tndrly /
& come to rest upon a white
(leuco)
bed,
. piling
one
on
other
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. . . . . . ....CRNCH!P{"|}&&*(
pressed down from on high,
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)soft steps cease sounding leaving a palm,
a pad,
trailing
home
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Saturday March 23rd 2024
¶ Naja guten Rutsch alle zusammen
Monday January 1st 2024
¶ 7. Ἐγὼ δέ εἰμι σκώληξ καὶ οὐκ ἄνθρωπος, ὄνειδος ἀνθρώπων καὶ ἐξουθένημα λαοῦ.
Saturday December 30th 2023
¶ Quitad me de los ojos
esta niebla de siglos.
Quiero mirar la cosas
como un niño.
Jesús Lopez Pacheco
Friday December 1st 2023
¶ i want seven up
but outside frosty winds blow
and chill to the bone
Wednesday November 29th 2023
¶ That barista is so fucking pretentious. Not like me. I, of course, am a woman of the people
Friday November 24th 2023
¶ Two Thirds a Haiku:
My Heart is empty when I'm
Not with her (Blair's Cat)
Monday November 20th 2023
¶ Une clope, une clope ! Mon royaume pour une clope !
Sunday November 19th 2023
¶ Morning Prayer of a Transsexual - After Petrarch, Sort Of
Εκ του ύπνου εξανιστάμενη, με καρδιάν καθαράν ειπέ:
On murky Lanes through Wet and Cold I trudge
O’er Shade of gnarlèd Boughs I lay my Pace
The Paths diverge and set my Heart to race;
Betide me Woe if choosing I misjudge.
In Daytime’s glimmering Rays of Light I bleed
Warm Blots of Scarlet fall on Marble cold
And thus corporeal Lead will stain with Gold;
A Balm my Flesh to soothe in Hour of Need.
Eleison me, o Lord, by Mercy great!
And open up my Lips, to sing your Praise,
Your Kiss upon them, placing, Lord, revive -
in me, anew, clean Heart, and Sin abate,
And guide me, Lord, and Strength within me raise,
In Body's Chrysopoeia to survive.
Saturday November 18th 2023
¶ It's always such a strange feeling seeing girls in early HRT and already being able to tell how gorgeous they're going to be. With a starting point like that... fieri sentio et invideor...
Friday November 17th 2023
¶ Ethan's Law: if you take any subject and dumb it down enough it eventually becomes business; follow it in the other direction and it eventually becomes math.
Thursday November 16th 2023